Gaming can get outa hand especially with so many options settings wise ,man i have a bad problem i spend literally all day everyday gaming and i change settings more than possible to imagine thinking there is always something better and maybe there is maybe there isnt who knows i spend hours in training grounds flicking trying to find the best possible methods to use with theese hideous constraints we are bound to. Apex legends i couldnt stop untill i was top 50 world leader boards i quit months ago on 1k wins 10k kills i couldnt stop cod till id held every sweat id seen neg or made em quit the lobby ect..
Realise if its becoming a problem for you before it gets too much im boarderline agoraphobic now and gotta find the happy medium (god knows how thats possible aint enough time in the day just to get my settings right).
Like i will game all day then in bed go youtube and read and then wont be able to sleep so ill get up at 4am and flick my xbox back on to try what ive read
Another reason for me to post this is once you get some settings that feel ok just stick with em dont think there is somethinf better cause chances are there aint we expect to be able to do shroud like plays and whilst some of us may be able to on a pc its just not possible on 60 fps with a speed(turn cap)
Hope this yarn helps some one not waste x amount of months. Thanks for listening.
Thanks for this, really thank you. I've always had an on off attachment with video games (game heavily for a a few months, put them aside for a few even longer months, return to them) as of lately though I been feeling in the back of my head a disappointing self realization that i'm letting life just pass by without embracing it's everyday offerings. I couldn't even explain why or what it is that has me so locked in as every time I think on the last session playing, I was only dealing with a frustrated character who wanted to only show that one player "That's right, I'm the better player." It's all that is constantly being thrown at me in which should be a competitive battle of the quickest, but is nothing more than the toxic ignorance of a stranger who feels the need to prove something to me and themselves. Only it becomes another player, then another player, and then another, into an endless cycle of this unnecessary desire to be the cream of the crop for nothing, and this time I became that player on the other end of that server that I always was more amused by to think they could treat a game with so much importance. It's not even fun anymore, literally just a hunt to find the bigger one who calls himself the best and show him I'm better, and if I happen to not be better, it hurts. I don't even understand why I begin to just feel down over the face to face with defeat episode when it occurs. Lord and it only now comes out as I type it out that I'm seeing a real reason to stop thinking that it's all unnecessary and realize IT'S UNNECESSARY! Thanks again, this post might have stretched out further than expected but it definitely hit me where I needed to be hit
